Sleep~

Still...
I can't sleep...
So afraid...
To hear you cry...
In my dream....




Afraid...
Losing you.....
Eventhough your heart was not for me...
Please...
I beg you...
Don't tell that words again....
I beg you...



Losing...
Is not my principle of my life...
but losing you...
It left a scar...
That never, ever can be cured...



You...
Hear what I scream...
deep in me...
hear and you will know...
That inside my heart....
Is BROKEN......


Down to memOry lane~~

31/October/2009

10:00 a.m. -11:55 p.m.

The day was set.. pack up several things, dash to bus station, and beginning a small adventure in searching what are missing in my life... too excited to see my friends at Teluk Intan.. arrived at medan kidd, I dash towards the counter, buy a ticket and board up the Ipoh-Teluk Anson Express (man, kinda feel like going back to school, lol)..seeing Batman at the last seat at the back, and off we go!! Here I come, lovely Teluk Intan!!




2:00 p.m.


Arrived at Teluk Intan, we head to mosque having to take our prayer...unlucky to me because I realize a person that very familiar to..NOOOOOO!!!! WHAT THE HELL MRS ROHAYA GOT AT BANDAR BARU???!!! Quickly I'm going to opposite direction hoping she didn't sees me (not because I am arrogant, but that case at april fool, man kinda humiliating)...Batman pura2 baik and he go to teacher to greet her...I quickly turn away and way ahead to the mosque..take zohor prayer and jamak of course...discount2..hehe..suprisingly, pichan waiting there too!! very miss pichanlah!! haha...then assa called me that he already arrived at the back gate of the mosque...hahaha...assa got a 'surat pengiktirafan rm300' cos' got no P labelled at his motorcycle....



3:00 p.m

Going to Pizza Hut to meet some other friends...kinda odd because I taught that Pizza Hut under the Tabung Haji office...heh..Got some improvement eh Teluk Intan?? haha...meet other friends like zhariff, saddam, aber, uzi...eating 2 pan pizza...and Saddam and I, not satisfied enough...order 1 more pizza which we choose the new one pizza, crunch something...forgot de..but really2 tasty with mayonese at the pizza..perghhhh!!! Talking guy stuff and some other topic such like other friends life...etc...


6:00 p.m.


Moving towards kompleks menara, because zhariff want buy a sport shoes...and moved to cineplex....this is kinda interesting story, not the movie but the cineplex itself...I taught that after the movie I wanted to go to toilet, but eventually after open the exit door, it appeared that we at the backyard of the cineplex..Tabik sPringg to T.I cineplex with his motto "Sudah Habis cerita, SIla BErambus..." hahhaaa...arrived to aber house after that...



8:00 p.m.

AWWW!!!! aber father don't let us use his iswara that night....haizz...cannot complain maa because I also still a new driver, and he maybe cannot really take the risk to give me drive his car..bah! NVM, playing GT4 with aber's brother upstairs....hmph, kinda bored if like this cos' cannot go out...Then saddam give a great news that his cousin brought his father car and take us to X2O at Bandar baru...playing DotA quite while, 'lepakking'...then midnight we off to home cos' tomorrow want to head back to Ipoh...


1/November/2009



11:00 a.m.


Sayonara TEluk Intan...isk4...head back to Ipoh...lepak at JJ..then off we go to my house...starting the 'orang tua' engine and we go to mamak stall and of coursela somebody kinda crazy with Dota...haizzz....at midnight we moved to tomyam stall for supper...ahahaha...saddam and aber take their fun with shisha...heh...luckily I was not interested at it..hohoho...after chatting a while, we head back to my house with great distant speed...taking slumber...zzzzzzzzzzz.....


7:00 a.m.


"ZAm, bangun Zam, SUBUH nieee!" mimicking aber voice waking him up....but sleepy head never rise his head until a pail of water come straight to his face!! haha...not mentioned to do that actually...like super-kurang-ajo....hahahaa...going to nasi lemak stall and aber got oppurtunity to learn something from me about driving a car...VOlume 1:BAsic training...then Batman wanted to go to rumah urut...opppss!! boutique to express his ballistic hair (perasan).....


1:00 p.m.


We head back to Ipoh to catch Teluk ANson express at medan kidd...before that we make our way to maxis centre for some personal buisness there..heh...and starting the 'orang tua'....we make our way to medan kidd...but...unfortunately radiator pipe has broken!!! woaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!! SiHT!!!!ORANGGGGGGG TUAAAA!!!! luckily we manage to stop a cab and I sent aber, saddam and batman to medan kidd with that cab...isk4...last2 dia buat hal...cilanat...




p/s: hoping I will set another journey to find my true self after this....kinda feel like some memories give me strenght to hold on in this difficult life....

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Hi!! actually I'm collecting all my memories in my life...what I see, what I learn; cultures, human behaviour, jokes, maniacs, crazy stuff during my journey to find my true self as a small, human being that live in this big world...(acttually this page has been remade from original blog)



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